It's funny how things can be all so lovey dovey one moment.... then a scary silence the next.
I'm sorry that I put a smiley face behind the "we broke up in the dream" sentence. It must have mislead u to thinking that I'm happy with this kind of thing that's bloody happening in my...... FUCKING DREAM.
Did you know I was waiting for your reply? I called you and u didn't pick up, fine. I was waiting for your message, for your call. We were supposed to watch Monsters University today, remember? How can you always, ALWAYS let me wait n wait n wait like a fucking idiot?
To think that I told my brother we were going to watch it together and my mom even said my bro's being a lightbulb. I have to fucking lie to him that u ain't coming over because you're going back to camp. Ya la ya la, I was wrong, but u didn't have to ignore me?
You always ignore me, always waiting till you're happy enough then you'll talk to me again. Honestly? I know you're having a rough patch in your life now, I don't understand your pain but I can feel half of it. I've felt it before and I know how it feels like, to desperately want someone you care for get better day by day. She will get better, have faith ok?
Honestly, I feel that it's stupid for us to be separated because of this. But oh well, what's done is done. I'll just have to get used to this emptiness again.
I'll miss you.
Yay I passed my FTT ytd!! Hahahahaha like song only the feeling. Got it done within 2 minutes, even better!
Now I have this stupid project to finish before tomorrow..... so I'm gonna burn the midnight oil. I don't care, by hook or by crook I'm gonna get this done. As long as I get pass this week I can sleep all I want next week.
U kept me waiting for so long. Stupid holidays hurry up!
Woahhhhhh didn't expect Shaiful to pass his BTT!! Hahahaha achievement unlocked! Really damn happy for him ^_^
It's my turn tomorrow and I'm not really nervous but feeling damn confused. Lol??? Idky but it's like I got a feeling I'll fail tomorrow, shit. Mind totallly blank when I went for E trial just now. Hopefully I can make it tomorrow!
Ahhhhh nervous nervous!! Going for etrial test tomorrow then it's FTT on Wednesday!! Hopefully can pass ah hehe.
Holiday next week. Lots of things to do this week man. Just finish my part in the group project. Also expecting my new clothes n bags to arrive next Monday! Yippee ^_^v
Shaiful is having his BTT tomorrow. I really don't know how he is going to pass because he didn't study at all x_x Nonetheless, good luck for your test bi! Love you xo
Wish I have something fun to update my blog about, for me to read when I get older.
