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Friday, December 31, 2010 - 2:57 PM

2010

Hi diary, today is the last day of 2010. How fast.

After tonight, it'll be 2011. :-)

Hmm, this year passed by very fast. And I really mean it by very fast!

I can still remember 31Dec2009, when I spent the night at SK with Marcus watching the fireworks, with Shawn beside us.
I can still remember the many quarrels me and Marcus had, but there'll always be Shawn & Darren to help us solve our problems.

I can still remember the friends I loved and the friends I lost.
I can still remember who I quarrelled with, who I fought with, who I hanged out with and who I hated.
I can still remember how my heart hurts when I lost the people I loved.

I can still remember the happy times me and Marcus have this year.
I can still remember the games me and my best friend played.
I can still remember how I spent my 16th birthday this year.
I can still remember how I hate AMK hub's Pepper Lunch aunties and I quitted my job cuz of their attitude.

I hate them -_-

It'll be 2011 tomorrow, I hope things get better. Three more years.
I will wait, I will make my dreams come true.

I will never forget 2010.

Thursday, December 30, 2010 - 2:12 PM

Best friend/memories

"You're lonely not because you have no friends, but because no one lives in your heart."

You.
I saw you a few days back. You said hi, i merely smiled back.
I don't know what to say to you. Or what to do when I see you.
Yes, we were best friends back then. Past tense.

I'm disappointed in you for choosing her. You totally have no eyes or any room in your heart for justice.

I hate you.

Sometimes I really want to cry when I think of the past.
But I will not cry. Because they're not worth my tears.

No, not even a single drop of my tears.

(Updated)

Hahaha Cinderella and Sleeping Beauty so funny!! And OMG Ariel.. So cute!

I love princesses!! :-D

OMG this toy poodle so cute. :-) Trying to act fierce haha!! Brownie looks just like that!!
HEISSOCUTEIMGONNADIE!!!

Labels: I don't cry not because I'm not sad at all. Because I know that when I start crying, I won't stop.

Sunday, December 26, 2010 - 10:30 PM

Merry Christmas

Belated Christmas. :-)

25/12/2010

Gulliver's Travels was what me, Marcus & my bro watched for Christmas. It was nice, and funny! Enjoyed that show very much. ^-^

Went home with Marcus and ordered pizza takeaway. Then he went off @ around 10plus to meet his friends.

26/12/2010

Went to Marcus's house and did nothing. Had dinner with his family and hsh. :-)

Thursday, December 23, 2010 - 4:26 PM

Boring post :-)

Found this on tumblr. Issit true? Hahaha.

So Marcus!!! If one day you read my blog pls pls tolong you read until this post.

Then we'll have lesser communication problems. ^-^

Hahaha isn't it cute? If you read Roald Dahl's storybooks you'll find this familiar. :-)

So be careful of what you think or you'll become very ugly!! :-) Hehe.

No lah. Look at ppl with their heart and not their face. Inner beauty more impt. :-D

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Urghh I don't feel well.. :-(

Kinda disappointed with myself damnit my BS sucks ttm.

Maybe gonna learn how to play dotA.

Then I'll understand Marcus even better LOL. :-D

But I remember I told myself before if I'm in charge of games in Singapore I'll surely ban dotA. :-D

Hahaha sure got many many ppl hate me one.

Ohoh, Michelle's birthday is tomorrow!!!!!! <:

My dear is finally turning 16teen. Yay!

Hope she can have a even happier life :-)

Hmm talking about life.. My life is still the same.

Kinda looking forward to nothing except for next year's Genting trip.

I miss you. Byebye.

Wednesday, December 22, 2010 - 2:28 PM

Love

"It's impossible." said pride.

"It's risky." said experience.

"It's pointless." said reason.

"Give it a try." whispered the heart.

So girls, you're amazing! :-)

Hmm.. I'm so bored. Teehee. Anw, I created a tumblr account.

So I'll be posting there too!!

Catch me @ lovelluv.tumblr.com ^-^

Today, I asked you what is love, you hesitated and then you replied me,

"love is me and you lor."

So sweet. :-)

I'm so bored nao. Gonna bs to kill time.

Bye! :-D

Tuesday, December 21, 2010 - 4:07 PM

How does it feel to forget your past? I guess I know the answer.

"Sometimes, when you're in love, it's ok to be stupid and risk it all. 'Cause the feeling of not trying hurts alot, right? The everyday frustration, the "what-ifs" and "could-be's".. It'll knock at the back of your mind and annoy you in every opportunity it could find. It would put you all over the place, turn you into someone but your whole self. But sometimes you also think that it's not only about being stupid, and it's not only because it hurts that you're doing it. You know you're not being completely illogical, but because you know that that's just how love is supposed to be."

Forget forget forget.. Everyday I wake up trying to forget the past.

Michelle's birthday is coming, Christmas is coming, 2011 is coming.

I hope ppl I love get good results, although I'm not there for you guys but you should know I still love you very very much. ;-)

& ofc I hope Marcus get good grades so he can get into the course he wants.

I believe you can do it so go for it!!

Don't ever give up something/someone you love because you can do it!

So all the best :-)

Anw..

This cute boy randomly came up to me and said "I like you, can I marry you next time??"

We'll see about that k :-D

So cute. :-)

Monday, December 20, 2010 - 2:28 PM

"One day you’re gonna wake up and realize how much you love her. And when that day comes, she’ll be waking up next to the guy who already knew."

well well welll...... a short update as usual.

I got my results & I realised I'm gonna grow up!! This time I'm really gonna grow up hmm...

How to grow up? Gonna google it lol

Alright so lots of things happen this few days.
Ok not much but it's still enough to affect me.
Realised I miss so many ppl and I need time for myself too.

Gonna google what is love too. Realised idk a shit about it.

Please help me.

Thursday, December 16, 2010 - 1:52 PM

Back to blogging

I'm so bored I swear I swear I swear.

I want to go out :-( OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT OUT!!!!

I hate my maid very much >:-(

She threw away my things without my permission and ate my goreng pisang. T_T

Roar.

This few weeks hasnt really been good for me and I'm bored to death. But it's okay. :-)

've been going MarcusA's house every single day. Except for today.

So boring and scary, because I'm alone in his house and I have no one except for brownie.

Anw anywayyyyyy, Christmas is coming hahahahaha. I dont have any special feelings for Christmas 'cuz I think Christmas must be celebrated in a place with snow?????

Oh and btw, I love butterflies. Alot.

Butterflies, clear blue water and pretty sky. Wow.

It's been long since I went there. Miss that place so much.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010 - 10:18 PM

What is trust?

ZzzzZZzzz.

Bad day bad day... :-(
Felt bad about lots of things, but it's too late to turn everything back now.
What am I talking. Lol

I wanna die already. Idk wtf I'm doing. Idw know also.
Cock up. My life is totally cock up. My life is totally like monotone now.
Roar.

11:11 I wish for so many things, yet none of them came true.
Great.