One day without you is one day being closer to you.
Baby book out lo! :D Hahahahaha.
Prepared -> have lunch -> and waited till 3:40pm then leave hse to fetch baby @ Boon Lay.
Saw Garry at Hougang inter! So surprised + happy to see him hahaha. I like seeing familiar faces n hearing familiar voices. So chatted with him for awhile till my train comes.
After waiting for 5 days.......... I finally got to see my boyfriend!! He look so smart in his uniform okie! Like handsome only ah hahahaha
Ok anyway..... we trained back to Serangoon to have MacDonald's for our dinner. After that, we cabbed back home.
Nothing much to blog about today, he's at home washing his uniform n I'm waiting for his call.
I love you. ♥
errrrr so......... another 7 months passed by before I made another new blog post. Hahaha freaky co-incidence.
I read through my old posts just now, haha n what has the emotional bitch become now? Numb freak.
Lots of things happen during this 7 months. One of my good friends passed away. Always thought I'm on the track of recovering, always thought I've gotten hold of happiness this time round but guess not.
It was quite traumatizing for me. He was one of my good friends, one of those I'll meet at least twice a week, meet up for a drink// have dinner together or just simply meet up n do nothing. For this past 7 months, there was not a day that I've gone by without thinking of you.
I hope you're happy in Heaven now, my little angel.
But well thankfully for Shaiful n my school teacher, I'm slowly rising out of depression for the past few months. No doubt that I'm starting to learn how to accept whatever obstacles that has been thrown to me, starting to learn how to be more mature n starting to learn how to control my emotions.
In this society full of two-faced bitches, there is no use showing out your feelings to the world. You'll either get ignored or laughed at. Ignored for being dramatic, laughed at being too weak. But life still goes on, you just have to know how to treat your own friends right. As I grow older, I've learnt that the tighter you hold on to something, the more it'll struggle to slip out of your hands.
Learn to let go at the right time, it's not an easy job for everyone, but it's the best advice someone could have given me when I was depressed.
Life goes on.
Ok out of the depression thing. Currently life is great. My family is all well n healthy, everyone is busy with their own things n I can feel that the bond in my family is getting stronger, which makes me happy.
In love, Shaiful n I have been together happily for 7 months now, another 14 days n it'll be our 8 months together. Ain't too long, but so far I've been happy with him. Our relationship has been very smooth-sailing. It's just love, love, n more love. No dramas, no huge quarrels, just a few small couple tiffs now n then..........
He's in army now. So yep, the time spent together is obviously lesser but my love for him didn't get any lesser at all. In fact, I learnt how to treasure the times spent with him.
He's booking out tomorrow, can't wait to see him!
